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I want you to imagine something.
I want you to imagine that you’ve
been asked to preach on Sunday morning.
You’ve been asked to preach in a
church that you know loves you and cares about you. You’ve known the folks in
this church for a long time, and you love them, too. But you also know that the
church is having some problems. You know the type. Attendance down. Not enough
young people. Not sure of their mission or vision. Not sure how to break out of
old habits and “we’ve always done it this way”ism.
You’ve been asked to preach in this
church, and because you’ve been to Wesley Theological Seminary, you know that
what you say is important. You know that over the past decades much preaching
in churches has been subpar. You know that biblical literacy is low and that
solid theological reflection is rare. You know the importance of adaptive
leadership, of preaching and modeling stewardship, of inclusive and diverse
language for God. You know that the church in the U.S. is struggling, some
might even say dying. You know that there is a lot riding on your leadership
and on your preaching.
And you can’t, for the life of you,
think of a single thing to say.
And now, I want you to imagine that
it’s Saturday night. That you have been banging your head against this sermon
all week and all you have is a couple of scattered words in an otherwise blank
Word document. You’re way past the procrastinating-on-Facebook stage and you’re
into the pure panic stage. You have reached a place of true desperation. And
finally, you fall on your knees, and you cry out to God, “God! If you want me
to preach this sermon, you are going to have to tell me what to say!”
And here’s the amazing thing: God
answers! God speaks to you!
I don’t mean any of this wishy-washy heart-strangely-warmed nonsense. I don’t mean you happen to glance over and see a vase of flowers on your desk and that reminds you of how your grandmother always had a vase of flowers on her desk and that reminds you of the importance of remembering our traditions and that gives you a sermon idea. I mean God speaks to you, speaks actual words, in a voice that somehow you know is God’s.
I don’t mean any of this wishy-washy heart-strangely-warmed nonsense. I don’t mean you happen to glance over and see a vase of flowers on your desk and that reminds you of how your grandmother always had a vase of flowers on her desk and that reminds you of the importance of remembering our traditions and that gives you a sermon idea. I mean God speaks to you, speaks actual words, in a voice that somehow you know is God’s.
God tells you exactly what to say!
And what God tells you to do is to
get up in front of the congregation and say: ‘Church, someday I’m going to die.
But don’t worry about it. I’m pretty replaceable.”
And that’s it.
Not exactly the word of God that you
were hoping for.
That feeling you’re imagining? I have
the sense that Moses is feeling just like that in tonight’s passage. The text
that Monica read for us is part of the Deuteronomic law book. Moses is
reviewing the law before the Israelites enter their new land. Leaving aside for
the moment the ambiguities inherent in a promised homeland that involves
displacing other nations, and leaving aside for a moment the likely historical
context of the Deuteronomic redactors, the goal of Moses’ recitation in this
passage is to delineate the sort of community that God desires, a community
that is meant to be substantially different from those who surround it.
And twice, in the course of this
relatively short passage, Moses tells the assembled people that he’s received a
direct message from God, telling Moses to tell the people that God will raise
up another prophet like Moses.
Now, biblical commentators, and the
biblical redactors themselves, are clearly uncomfortable with this. Nearly
every single commentary that I looked at for tonight made sure to clarify that
“a prophet like Moses” means a prophet in the tradition of Moses, not a
prophet exactly like Moses. Moses,
after all, is a pretty special guy. A prophet extraordinaire – the original,
the one-and-only. And when the Deuteronomic editors wrote Moses’ epitaph, they
made sure to include the statement, “Never since has there arisen a prophet in
Israel like Moses, whom the LORD knew face to face” (Deut 34:10).
This made sense the first time I
read it, but after the third or fourth time, it was starting to sound a wee bit
defensive. I mean, is Moses’ ego that fragile that we need to rush to assure
him that he’s the most special-est of all the special prophets? The more that I
read that Moses was way more prophet-y-than-any-other-prophet-that-ever-did-prophesy,
the more it seemed to me that the words “I will raise up for them a prophet like you” must have really carried some
weight. The words seemed less and less like God’s comforting promise to the
people, and started sounding more and more like the words of my favorite United
Methodist theologian, Beyoncé Knowles:
“You must not know about me / You
must not know about me
I can find another you in a minute / Matter of fact, he’ll be here any minute”
I can find another you in a minute / Matter of fact, he’ll be here any minute”
“Moses,”
I could hear God saying, “don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re
irreplaceable.”[i]
In fact, tonight’s text argues for
replaceability as a key characteristic of the prophet. Moses is describing the
continuation of the prophetic office in the Israelite community. And if you
were to hear the lectionary text from Deuteronomy 18 in church this Sunday,
that’s all you’d hear. But tonight, I had Monica read from verse 9 instead of
verse 15 so we can hear that Moses isn’t just talking about prophecy for the
sake of prophecy. No, prophecy is a contrast,
a counternarrative, to the way that
the surrounding nations deal with divine reality.
Prophecy, in this passage, is the
opposite of magic.
Prophecy is the gift that God offers
to the people, and is to be distinguished from sorcery, divination, consulting
the spirits of the deceased, or, you know, digging through bird entrails or Pew
Research Forum[ii]
results to discern the future.
Now, depending on what sort of faith
community you grew up in, you might have heard this sort of text being used to
warn you away from Ouija boards or Dungeons and Dragons or magic shows. And
then maybe you grew up and realized those sorts of things are really pretty
harmless, and so you forgot all about the warnings about sorcery. But I don’t
think that’s what’s going on here.
You see, what all the sorcerers and
the magicians and diviners have in common, which prophecy stands in contrast to, is that they claim to
have the right kind of expertise, the right kind of power, to manipulate the
divine reality to achieve the results that they desire. They know the right
words and the right gestures, the right spells, to get what they want. Or, if
you’re willing to pay them enough, to get what you want. They’ve got the secret formula to success.
Unlike the magician, the prophet
relies not on the secret formula or the right spell ingredients but on the word
of God. This isn’t to say that a prophet is just a divine ventriloquist, verbally
transcribing messages from God. One Jewish commentator puts it this way: “In
the Bible, a prophet is not someone who tells the future, stealing knowledge
from God and sharing it with the people. A prophet is someone who tells the truth.”[iii] The prophet is the one
who responds to God’s call and interprets that call within the context of a
particular community. The truth that the prophet tells is not reliant on the
special skills or hidden knowledge of the prophet, but rather on the faithful
activity of God in the midst of the people. In fact, tonight’s passage spells
out a sort of divine death penalty for anyone prophesying on their own behalf
or out of a sense of their own importance. A bit extreme, perhaps, but a clear
indication that the prophet doesn’t get to dictate the activity of the divine.
This is an important reminder for us
as seminary students and as future ministers, whatever form that takes.
Seminary plays a good and important role in teaching critical knowledge, best
practices, and effective methodologies. We should learn all of that, and we
should certainly put it to use in our ministry. But if we’re not careful, it’s
easy to slip into the trap of thinking of ourselves as sorcerers. As magicians.
As diviners of the future. It’s easy to start seeing ourselves as manipulators
of divine reality, people who have learned special skills that will allow us to
achieve desired results – to save the church from dying, perhaps; to grow vital
ministry; to secure our own relevance.
But if Moses is replaceable, than
you better believe that we’re replaceable, too. That the point isn’t really our special talents, as wonderful as those may
be; the point isn’t really our specialized knowledge, as helpful as that might
be at times; the point isn’t really our best practices, as important as those
are to learn. The point is that God
is up to something, here, in our midst, in the midst of the church, in the
midst of God’s world. God will work through our talents and our knowledge and
our best practices; and God will work outside
of our talents and our knowledge and our best practices. We are learning to be
servants, not sorcerers – and certainly not saviors.
It is not, ultimately, about us.
And that is very, very good news.
See, I imagine that many of you are like me in
that you have two voices yammering on in your head most of the time.[iv] These two voices seem to
be in competition with each other, but in fact they are ingeniously
collaborating to undermine you. One says, “You are irreplaceable. You are the
center of the universe. Life is a story about you.” The other one says, “You
are totally useless. Anybody else could do this job better than you. You’re the
worst.” Those sound like opposites, but they’re not. They’re part of the same
lie. The lie is, “You are alone. You are not part of a community. You are not
surrounded by God’s grace. You must do it yourself. You must justify yourself.”
Sure, one voice is trying to tell you that you are way better at that than
anyone around you, and the other is telling you that you’re way worse at it,
but neither of them is telling the truth. The truth is, we can’t justify or
un-justify ourselves. We can’t perfect or un-perfect ourselves. That’s what
God’s up to. That’s what God’s promising to do.
What we are
supposed to do in response is summed up in tonight’s text by the Hebrew word tamim. It means “whole” or “complete” or
“undivided.” The NRSV translates it
as “completely loyal,” as we heard tonight “You must remain completely loyal to the LORD your God.”
But I like Robert Alter’s translation: “You shall be wholehearted with the LORD
your God.”[v] I love that word. “Wholehearted.” Here’s a
definition provided by the sociologist Brené Brown:
“Wholehearted living is about engaging in our
lives from a place of worthiness. It means cultivating the courage, compassion,
and connection to wake up in the morning and think, No matter what gets done and how much is left undone, I am enough.
It’s going to bed at night thinking, Yes,
I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the
truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.”[vi]
Maybe that’s not what the Deuteronomist meant
by, “You must be tamim,” but if
prophecy is all about counternarrative, about contrast-community, then what a
counternarrative that would be. What a contrast that would be to the voices
that say, “It’s all about me…and I’m total shit.” What a contrast between
saying, “I am the one who has the special skills and the special knowledge to
manipulate divine reality,” and saying, “No matter what gets done and how much
is left undone, I am enough.” I am enough, because I know that my worth and my
relevance and my effectiveness ultimately derive from the grace and love of a
God who longs deeply for the healing and redemption of the cosmos.
And that God
calls us to be prophets, not prognosticators. Ministers, not magicians.
That God has
two messages for us, a counter to the two voices droning on in our minds.
The first message is,
“You. Are. Enough.”
The second is, “And don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable.
The second is, “And don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable.
[i] From the song “Irreplaceable,” by the
irreplaceable Beyoncé Knowles. For the tragically Beyoncé-challenged:
[ii] I should clarify that I find the Pew
Research Forum, the research of the Barna Group, and other survey data very
useful in my own ministry. Social science is an invaluable tool for understanding
the context of a community; it’s just not the crystal ball that
some church researchers seem to wish it to be. For a great take on this, check
out Patrick Scriven’s article “I just left the funeral for the church..."
[iii] David L. Lieber, et. al., editors, Etz Hayim: Torah and Commentary (New
York: Jewish Publication Society, 1999),
[iv] Anne Lamott refers to these voices as “Radio
Station KFKD” in her marvelous Bird By
Bird (New York: Anchor, 1994).
[v] Robert Alter, The Five Books of Moses: A Translation with Commentary (New York:
W.W. Norton & Co., 2004), 970.
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